Day 4

I know I said "I hate when people take pics of them self and then post" but I just think I love my new bangs so much I could not wait for someone to take my pic and I just could not ask someone to. They may think that I was CRAZY or something!

Day 4 of week off and it is FREEZING rain here in Richmond. Ugly!!! The roads are very slick and I don't dare leave the house. HUMMM what am I going to do today??(cort truly had a half inch of ice on her windshield this morning.i felt so bad, i could hear her out there scrapping it. she had asked me to go start her car for her earlier and i was kind of a brat and said no...more like HELL NO i just got out of the shower)

The animals are driving me a little bite crazy.Tucker is just so damn ugly with his long hair and he cant see where he is going and he is starting to stink a little... well alot.

And Ollie is NAUGHTY!!!!!!! She is crossing the electric fence line. I have 2 shock collars on her and she is still getting across. She has forgotten how to mind and did do time out last night. I have also busted out the mean voice.(denver said i am to nice to her and that is why she is not minding me)

Also Morris has been so lazy lately that he has taken to pooing in the bath tub!!! What the heck?? It freaks Craig out I just tell him its better than on the carpet. At least we can sanitize the tub. But this morning.... I found that he had pooed in the corner of the kitchen while I was in the shower!!! Can you even imagine. This weather is making everyone crazy. I cant wait to kick these animals all outside.

Denver figured out I have the week off and decided that he was going to play sick for yesterday and today. Seems how he has tomorrow off it will be like a week off for him to.(and what the hell look at that messy room.he tells me it is clean. i can count 5 glasses 3 bowl and a plate just from this pic. what a pig)

He is not sick look at him.WII controller in his hand and head phones on. He has a 50 in TV in his room. What a life!!! I need to bust out the mean voice on him to.

(ok so he might be a little sick but....)

Yesterday I went to the Di to try and find a few things to finish up my bedroom. I am looking for large cool frames and a couple of shelf's etc. etc.

I got up bright and early and was there before they opened the doors. I could tell that is the norm for some peeps. As I was standing at the books looking for something good I could not help but over here the conversation that was going on next to me. A young man and lady in there 25 ishes. Looking up prices on there phones of books. This case there was a set of LDS books. Older, I Think one of each prophet. There was about 8. She was saying they where going for 95$ in fare condition. He said well these are in excellent. Then she said have you checked the DVD's yet?

I think that I am in the wrong job. They just made 100$ in less that 30 min. and probs had a good time!!

Today just out of curiosity I may go through my books and see what they are selling for on amazon or ebay. Who knows?

Day 1 and 2

So far so good on my doing something crazy week off goal. Day one I painted the bedroom. I was not feeling sooo crazy that I continued on to the entire house but may go on into the bathroom.(pics to come. I just need to stop by the thrift store to find a couple of things to finish it up)

Day two I had to take Gramps to a couple of DR. appointments so I just colored my hair and cut BANGS. Yes bangs just like the first ladies.I think I like them but when Craig seen me he said"nice hair cut". Like was that for real or was he being rude???? (pic to come of that also. I am home alone and hate when peeps take pics of them self and then post)

My sis sent me a text today"just thinking about you and praying for you". She must really be in tune! I hate this time of year. Every sound, feel and smell. Reminds me. Plus Craig is leaving for Island Park which is like a HUGE smack in the face cuz he was totally gone and I had to deal with the relapse on my own. (except my loving mom and sis's of course) Maybe one day I will share with him how much anger I hold inside for this. And I have been super sad and feeling like I need something so much bigger in my life but refuse to turn to God because he must really hate me for making be go through all this.
Now we can tell that I did not keep myself busy enough today cant we?? To much time to think. And not enough CRAZINESS going on.

What will tomorrow hold??? I think it might be a road trip. I need to get up and out of this smog!!!!

WEEK OFF!!!!

So I have the week off . What am I going to do???? I tend to just sit around and be all depressed and pout and mop and stuff when I have days to burn. But NO I will not do that this time. It has been a VERY stress full  few weeks at work and I need to do some recouping. I AM not going to sit and worry about going back to work(which is the norm).I am going to do something CRAZY!!! Any great ideas?

Maybe I will start with:

1. Painting the bedroom (maybe getting real crazy and doing the entire house??)
2. Taking a road trip
3. Go to the monster trucks with Denver. I have always wanted to go but never have.
4. De junk some closets
5. Learn how to meditate
6.Create something from pinterest

Ok I know real CRAZY!!! I just cant think of anything....... And it is just sooo darn cold outside I almost don't want to even leave the house.

OOHHH and so the other day I sent Stac a text begging for her to take me back as a sexy lunch lady. And no it is not just because of the name of my blog... I MISS being a sexy lunch lady. And it was a much more fun than the crazy stuff that goes on in retail!! And I really mean crazy.

 Now it is posted and I am going to be held accountable to do something CRAZY!!!!!! Send me any ideas if you have them.

Christmas is up!!

Well Christmas is up!!!! And I think we are ready to roll!

I did not do much this year. Keeping it simple.Cuz I hate taking it all down!!

 My tree is always leaning.....every year..... (plus i cant figure out how to turn the picture around)

Dream a little Dream

Last night at work I had an amazing experience. Everyday at Kohls a lucky winner gets there entire purchase paid for by the company. Last night I was able to give that prize away. My customer did not make a purchase so I was able to give her a $75 gift card. How amazing is that? The true spirit behind Christmas. I sure hope that it helped this lady out and took a little stress off of her for the holidays.  Thank you to Kohls for the wonderful program that you have installed this holiday season!!!

Just a little whinning

So I keep thinking that I have had my share of bad cards dealt to me.What more do I have to learn?? I have lost a child- nearly lost another child. And now this!! Craig lost his job. Totally out of the blue. I guess what I have to learn is never get to comfortable. 20 years with the same company means NOTHING when a asshole buys in.
I try to look at the good side..... ok what is the good side? How do you pay the bills on my income alone? Well maybe you dont?
Let me just rant and rave. It is my blog so I do have the right to do that right?? I am SO SICK AND TIRED OF BEING THE STRONG ONE ALL THE TIME!!!!
I am sick of blastering a great BIG smile on my face and pretending like life is sooo freaking wonderful. Well it is not it freaking sucks!!! I would really like to know how people live with them selfs when they treat others so badly. Why some think that they are so much higher.Why some can go to church and sit on the front row on Sunday and on Monday cheat, steal,lie and judge.

Ok I'm done: I will put my tough skin on once again and move forward. I will be a better person, I will treat others with kindness and respect , I will learn how to clip coupons and live on a serious budget!!

Cortney turns 20

Cort turned 20!!! We had a super fun party for her seems how when you turn 20 your life is nearly over. According to her. The theme was "Breakfast at Tiffanys"

We all got dressed up in our little black dresses.

 
 She had smile on her face all night.( was that because she was so happy or did she sneak the drinks she was mixing?)






And even Granny and Grandpa got all spiffed up!!